I Am The Future You 💛

We're in the final week of 2019 now and I still occasionally think, "Do I want to have my personal list of resolution this year?". Honestly, I'm not the kind to really care about new year's resolution. I mean, what's the difference between 2018 and 2019? What's really the difference between today and tomorrow? If you really want some things, then you will go for it no matter when. However, I do admit having a list of resolution helps to boost some good energy in us to face the other year.

So, the question is do I want to have new things to achieve and hope for this year? I think it is not a bad idea to make the list now since I am quite bored right here and wanting to write something but don't know what to write.

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This year, I wish to:

1. Be able to manage my anger wiser.

2. Be more open to others' opinions and willing to follow the good ones though by doing so my pride and ego would hurt a little.

3. Do something new.

4. Not care too much about what people say about the ways I use to find halal income because whatever it is money is always better than no money and of course good money is always much better than bad money haha.

5. Love? I don't know la but I think it is always wise to not feel rushed to find your life partner just because most of your friends are married or getting married or expecting a second child. Just like what Elvis said, "Only fools rush in". Hence, my wish for myself is to keep walking at my own pace. Please, do not feel rushed. Love the people who are always by your side more. Love yourself more as well.

6. Start reading some heavy stuff again. History, maybe?

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Above is my writing in 2019 that I had left unposted. And today, on 20 May 2021 as I revisit this draft, I am very much glad I did what I had wished for in Number 2. And maybe Number 3 as well.

Sending much love to the old self,

The Future You 💛

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